She lay in her bed, staring up at the ceiling, her thoughts racing just as rapidly as her heart. It was one thing to harbour secrets... after all, no one was hurt in the process, but then again, all secrets eventually were revealed. It was another thing to be seen as a disappointment. It wasn't supposed to happen this way. It would've been so much easier to lie. The last thing was wanted was to hurt anyone or give a reason for anyone to think she was a bad person. Yet, they simply didn't understand. Adults... and they were supposed to be the "wise" ones. The emotion reflected in her parents' eyes were enough to bring tears to her own. If only there was something she could do to be seen as who she's always been. Not an irresponsible, careless girl, but simply as Amanda. She'd say that she would go back in time and change things, but then again, she didn't really have any regrets... did she? Comments #1. I'm sorry baby... I love you nonetheless! <3
Niels van Loon #2. And I love you nonetheless too! Amanda van Loon
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