"Oh Batman! Your Catwoman wants you! Oh naughty Batman...! Yes, yes, yes..." hahaha. I love my batman sooo much! ♥♥♥♥ xxxx Happy Valentine's Day to everyone. Happy Birthday to the love of my life. And [OOC] Happy New Year!
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I can't believe my wedding is almost 7 popmundo weeks away (1 rl week). By then I will be 5 months (about 19 weeks) pregnant! Oh my! My dress... shoot! Well, I won't think about that now.
The colour for my wedding will be red. Maybe my bridesmaids will take some of the attention away from my growing belly. haha. My maid of honour will be Amy and my bridesmaids are Angel and Katherine (both are pregnant, lol). My flowergirls areSaphirra Tiara and Leyla and the ring bearer will be Gianni (those are Roy's sisters and brother). I'm pretty sure the best man will be Roy's brother, Mike. So far, I'm not nervous. Just excited. :) But who will give the bride away...? :o Pictures of the Clothes (bridal party plus ring bearer): Tonight we shall sleep in the great outdoors In the park, on the grass you’ll be mine, I’ll be yours Just the three of us – you and me and our unborn child You’ll hold me in your arms and declare our love divine There will be stars in our dreams tonight Shinging, shimmering lovely and bright Then in the morning when we wake While our backs may twinge and ache birds shall sing their lovely melodies reflecting our love, our hopes and our dreams We’ll watch the sun rise And look into each other’s eyes And remember that first moment… That wonderful magical moment… When we fell in love … undreamed of… To my dear future hubby, your love, Rosa ♥ Comments
#1. This is beautiful.. <3 I wish I could have this too. Amy Grijsaart #2. Aww, thanks Amy. I truly wish the same for you, my dear friend. :) Rosa Rosewell van Loon #3. You can Amy..... You can... Just realize it is in your hands and so close by..... Roy Barthel My future hubby went to the grocery store at 03:00 just to get me crackers for my tummy. I feel so lucky to have him in my life! Maybe I should quit my love affair with the toilet... hehe. Morning sickness is no match for me. I'm too happy for this pregnancy! 8 popmundo weeks (almost 3 months)... I've got a long way to go.
Yikes! Hello mood swings and morning sickness. Last night my doctor officially told me that I was pregnant. I woke up this morning feeling queasy and not in a very good mood. Roy had already left the house for his morning workout at the gym.
I went into the kitchen to prepare some coffee then I remembered - I'm preggers; I can't drink caffeine. I was so annoyed. I got into the car with the kids and drove quickly to the gym, ready to take out my anger on Roy. Yet, by the time I got into the gym and found Roy, was celebrating my pregnancy, saying: "Honey, we really are pregnant! I can't believe it." Then I realised that Roy had been talking to someone. It was Kristel, walking on the treadmill right next to Roy. I felt my heart drop. Kristel was back in London... that meant... oh no! I started crying, realising that it was time for Roy's little sisters to go back to their parents. Kristel started to comfort me but then I started laughing at myself for being so emotional. Within only one hour, I went from being angry, to celebrating, then from crying to laughing at myself. Wow... is this what it's going to be like? hahaha New Years Eve, I finally turned 18. Roy was in Amsterdam for a recording and I was home in London with Leyla and Saphirra Tiara. I felt so tired all day. I wasn't in much of a mood for partying or anything of the sort. I wasn't even sleepy. I didn't want to go to bed, I was just too tired to do anything else.
Roy was taking too long to return to London and I was beginning to get a bit sad. Then he called me near midnight and said that he was back in London. Then he asked if I wanted to go on a date. I was still tired but I said sure. We went to the Eternal Love restaurant and just before we got our meals, Roy got down on one knee and said, "Rosa Rosewell, will you marry me?" I knew Roy was going to ask me to marry him some time but I didn't expect it at that moment. I was beside myself with joy and in tears - as was he. Yes, my love was in tears as well. I took the beautiful engagement ring and said, "Yes, Roy, I will marry you!" I'm so excited. Finally! I'm really gonna marry Roy Barthel! :D So I'm 18 today! It's also New Years Eve! Too bad I'm too tired to go partying. I'm just sitting here on the couch watching movies with little Leyla and Saphirra Tiara. We're all waiting for their big brother, Roy, to come home.
Thank you, Angel for hanging out with me today and keeping me company. Thank you to all the others who have sent me money and birthday greetings. I appreciate it! Little Leyla and Saphirra Tiara are still staying with me and Christmas Eve was also Leyla's 6th birthday. For her birthday, we went to rollerworld and then we went
last-minute Christmas shopping. When we got home, my best friend Amy was there watching TV. So the girls and I sat with her to watch a movie and eat popcorn. Roy was at a jam session and I expected him back late so after everyone went to bed, I stayed awake, waiting for my love. At 1:00, just as I was drifting off to sleep, I heard the sound of keys outside the door. I looked up and saw Roy emerge through the door carrying a garment bag on a hanger. "Hey, honey," he sleepily said. I stood up, grabbed his gift from underneath the Christmas tree and ran to him. He took his gift and held out the garment bag to me. "What's this?" I asked him. He just smiled sweetly at me and began walked to the couch. He sat down to open his present while I began unzipping the garment bag. I unzipped it and took out a breath-taking, white bridal gown. There were even silky white gloves to go along with it. I was speechless. Tears of joy came to my eyes. Roy stood and approached me while I was still staring at the wedding dress. "Merry Christmas, my love," he said. At that point, tears were streaming from my eyes. I threw my arms around Roy and passionately kissed him. In all my shouting and excitement, I woke Amy and the kids. They all came outside to celebrate with me. Amy gave me her gift - a book on Party Planning. How perfect! A wedding dress! I can't believe it! Merry Christmas, everyone! [1 day until my birthday!] the rain is gone!" The last two days I've been thinking extremely hard about what I want to do with my life. My birthday is quickly approaching and before I couldn't wait for it to get here. Then suddenly, I felt like things were going waayyyy to fast. I wanted to slow down time. I couldn't make up my mind about what I wanted. Now, I'm alright. I'm pretty sure again of what I want and once again, I am excited. This weekend will be fun. Christmas is coming and then I'm heading to Stockholm for a wedding. This should be interesting.. :) BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 4 days Comments
#1. Yeah, my mom's wedding. :) Amy Grijsaart #2. Yup your mom's wedding. I'll definitely be there. :) Rosa Rosewell van Loon #3. Hihi, well thanks for the reminder. (A) Amy Grijsaart #4. Lol. No problem. Rosa Rosewell van Loon Have you ever been so, so sure about something? So sure that your life revolved around this thing? That you thought about it, dreamt about it day and night? That you longed for it so badly?
Beings in that state of longing - almost desperation is not a good feeling. Especially when you look at things realistically and begin to realise that you will not achieve this thing. It's like a crushed dream, an impossible goal. A broken heart... Then, can you imagine if suddenly you stop wanting this thing? Or suddenly you're unsure about it? You would think that's a good thing but it's not because then you feel empty - like there's nothing to yearn for anymore. Life is full of twists and turns and hard lessons. It's frighting when you're approaching your destiny and you realise that it wouldn't be as glamorous as you'd hoped. We can't just allow our emotions to determine the steps we take. We have to think logically too and sometimes that's the part that hurts... It's the heart-breaking truth... BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 7 days |
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