Roy's two youngest sisters are here in London with Roy and I. They will be staying with us for about 2 weeks. :) So far I'm really having fun with the little princesses Leyla and Saphirra Tiara!
We spent some time with Steve's little one, Nadine. I feel good that the girls have a friend while they stay here in London. Nadine is as sweet as her dear daddy. It's lots of fun to see the girls play together. I guess I'm getting practice for my own children in the future. ;)
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That's all I can say... 90 days... Ugh! For those who know what I'm talking about, good. For those who don't, sorry... I hope I can keep it together between now and tomorrow night.
My 90th day didn't turn out as horrible as I expected. I was still a bit... "moody" in the morning but as the day progressed, I began feeling like myself again. My good friend Steve adopted a beautiful one-year-old girl, Nadine! So, I rushed back to London just to meet the little princess. I'm proud to say, I'm happy for Steve... not jealous. :) Now my honey, Roy, has a surprise for me. :) Okay my last blog was a bit embarrassing so I'm posting this one to cover up the last. Thank you Steve, Kristel, Roy and Amy for cheering me up during my "nesting instinct" ordeal. I decided to work on some band stuff to take my mind off things. Wow, preparing for a first show is a lot of work. Finding cover songs, organising set lists, finalising our repertoire so we can jam... yeah, that ought to take my mind off things. :) Those annoying feelings still tend to creep up on me and then fade away, but, knowing all the support I have, I can handle it better now. Thanks again, guys! Comments
#1. Those annoying feelings are maybe annoying for your boyfriend but as a woman you will have them! It is normal you want to push your relationship on another level then **********************! Steve Morgan #2. *sigh* You're right, Stevie! I'm dealing with those feelings now but they keep trying to sneak up on me. Maybe I'll just keep my mouth shut and don't whine about it next time it comes. Rosa Rosewell #3. Then you would be death. You are a human and you have feelings! Wake up honey! Steve Morgan #4. Ugh! I just don't want to annoy anyone. If I whine every time I feel that way, I will be whining several times a day. I'm whining now about not whining! Rosa Rosewell #5. So what? You are a woman and born to be wild! Stop thinking of others! You are you! You have feelings, I have feelings, everyone does it! Steve Morgan #6. :( You're right but I... I don't know, Steve. I'm trying to hide those feelings now. (Especially to avoid tormenting poor Roy). Rosa Rosewell #7. Poor Roy? What is poor about him? When he gets a fun ride in he is hard, when responsibility comes he gets soft! hahahahahaha Steve Morgan #8. Ouch... Well, Roy has to deal with me all the time. So... I dunno, you've kind of made me speechless. Rosa Rosewell #9. You know Steve.. I know a Man who is waiting for you... Is can manipulate as no other jsut like you... His name is....nah... Rosa and I worked this out I don't need you're advice Boy. Roy Barthel #10. Fair enough Roy. Keep Ton, he might teach you How to make kids! Steve Morgan #11. It is not so difficult to make or plan kids.. it is the person you want them with, I know what I want... Rosa does now to, we both want the same and that counts Steve. Roy Barthel Whew! What a strange couple of days it has been. I woke up in the middle of the night with a sudden yearning. With the feeling that something was missing from my life. That day, everywhere I went, I noticed the children all around me. And the pregnant women! It's like everyone's having a baby. Even my friend, Steve, will soon be a father and my prince charming's mum is having a baby!
It's like I was surrounded by babies and preggo mamas. I don't know why it was suddenly bothering me and my heart really ached just looking at other people's children. By that time, I still wasn't sure what was bothering me. All I knew was that I was miserable. Then I talked to Steve and he made me realise what was going on. Roy knew right away that something was bothering me. We went on a date near midnight and I wasn't in much of a mood to talk. Then when we got home, I locked myself in the bathroom and called Kristel . I cried and poured my heart out to her. I told her I wanted to get rid of my hormones. I wasn't prepared for all these "nesting feelings" as she called them. Kristel helped me get through it and I was able to return to the bedroom and talk to Roy . Thank goodness my Roy is so understanding. He handled the situation so well. The feeling has not completely gone away but it totally took me by surprise. Ugh! I didn't know that maternal feelings could sneak up on me so soon when I wasn't prepared. No one warned me! Stupid hormones... I'm beginning to get jittery. My 18th birthday is several weeks away but I'm so excited. I just can't stop thinking about it. For the past week I have bothered poor Roy with so many questions and such but he's so understanding. He knows I like to plan ahead. I know for sure who I want to spend my life with and he has assured me that he feels the same way. This isn't puppy love. It's a serious relationship. It's good to know that. I want to learn all the basic musical skills I need to at least go on a mini tour. I'm getting bored... I want a family, I want success, I want long lasting friendships and most importantly, I want the love of my life by my side! I want my birthday to hurry up and get here! I hope it will be as fun as I expect it to be! Comments
#1. Yeah.. babe.. you are the love of my life. I'll be there for you anytime !! Roy Barthel #2. Love you, sweety! Thanks! xxxx Rosa Rosewell #3. I know how you feel.. I'm restless too. Amy Grijsaart #4. Hi Amy! I know you are. I wish you were here so we can hang out. I need a girlfriend to talk to right now. :/ Rosa Rosewell #5. It really sucks that I'm touring right now. We can only send text messages now. :( Amy Grijsaart #6. I know. :( I miss you already, my friend. Rosa Rosewell #7. Let's fly to Johannesburg.. Pay a visit to Amy... Roy Barthel #8. That sounds like a good idea... Rosa Rosewell #9. Let's book the flight... Roy Barthel I did it! I survived. I can't believe how well it went. I wanted to be independent, so I went on my own. Not to smart but what a thrill it was! Along the way, I metOndina. And even though she's pregnant, she's an awesome zombie hunter. That's one cool mama! I got bitten and scratched and I was lying on the floor, examining my wounds. I could barely see them in the dark but it hurt so much. Then the lovely Dr. Evangelina came over to help me. After exploring the crypt some more (and getting lost) I was bitten again. I didn't even see the bloody zombie. It came out of nowhere! I noticed a doctor attending to someone else and I asked her for help. She was so nice to me. Thanks, Dr. Camille! After Dr. Camille cured me, I decided to start making my way back out of the crypt. But I was ambushed my zombies. My health dropped to 26% and I thought that was enough. So I gave Ondina, the cool mama, the rest of my rounds and left. I ended up in Zombie Zoo where Dr. Lynn gave me my third shot of the morning. At 04:15, I limped back home where Roy was fast asleep in bed. Ugh! I hurt all over. :( But it was fun. 92 zombies! I could've made my 100 achievement! It was a terrible time for my health to go south! But it was still fun! Comments
#1. 92 zombies is amazing result-wooow! Steve Morgan #2. 92 !!!! WOW.. that is very god for a first time.. My dad came to 1 :) Very good my love !! Roy Barthel #3. Thanks Steve! Thanks, dear Roy! I wish I had stayed for 8 more! Rosa Rosewell #4. I got only 55 as my health dropped fast. Steve Morgan #5. 55 is still good. :) And you only had 3 stars in firearms. :) Rosa Rosewell #6. Ow, I'm in your blog, this is cool! thank you my new friend (: Ondina Walker #7. Haha. Of course. :) You don't have thank me. It was fun hunting with you! :D Rosa Rosewell It's always fun meeting new friends, isn't it? :) A few weeks ago, I met Gaia . It was her birthday and she had just turned 16 so she was allowed to join a band. Gaia was such a fun person and so friendly so after a week of talking to her, I asked her to join Dynamic Improv.
Now Dynamic Improv will have an awesome new dancer and Lead singer. I've seen Gaia's skills. She's great. I can't wait to go on tour now. I'm excited! But... I have to finish skilling. :( Lucky me! I got to celebrate my first V-day with my Prince Charming - and it was his birthday too! I had to make it special for him. After several failed attempts to deliver his V-day card in a special manner... I thought I'd be creative. So we had an interesting time with cake and snuggling. hehe (wink). I threw romantic out the window and took a shot at "naughty". haha. *whispering* but that's between us two, RIGHT Roy?. Haha! We sure know how to get creative, don't we babe! Love you! Comments
#1. Great that you had such a lovely Valentines day! :) Amy Grijsaart #2. Hey! Thanks, Amy! Happy Valentine's Day! Rosa Rosewell #3. I gave somebody a card, so I'm waiting for his response. :) I saw that my ex gave V-cards to several girlfriends.. I made the right choice. ;) Amy Grijsaart #4. I'm glad you made the choice you did. Thumbs up to you! Let me know the response you get from the person who you gave the card to. Rosa Rosewell #5. I will. :) Seems like this is the perfect day for you both. ;) V-day, birthday. Couldn't be more perfect. :) Amy Grijsaart #6. Yeah! It's pretty cool! I'm more excited for his birthday than he is. lol Rosa Rosewell #7. That is only the outside :) I'm thrilled :) Roy Barthel #8. hahaha. Oh, hey babe! Well I'm glad that you're thrilled. Rosa Rosewell #9. Yes I am :) You such a creative girl :) Roy Barthel #10. Hahaha. Well, I guess you have to be thankful that all by V-day card plans got messed up. So I HAD to get creative! ;) Rosa Rosewell #11. Rosa you know I love you right? Surelly my V. day was the best what every girl might dream of! My Mickey is sooo yammy even without a cake! Happy B. day Roy! Zara Schellevis #12. haha. I'm happy for you and Mike... or as you say "mickey". Cute! You two make a cute couple. And besides... Mike likes redheads. :D Rosa Rosewell #13. I got a mash potatoes of my brain from Mickey. I am happy. Love V. days from now on! Zara Schellevis #14. A mash potatoes of your brain... hehehe. You two are perfect for each other. I'm sure you'd have the same effect on him... mash potato his brain too. Rosa Rosewell |
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