Have you ever been so, so sure about something? So sure that your life revolved around this thing? That you thought about it, dreamt about it day and night? That you longed for it so badly?
Beings in that state of longing - almost desperation is not a good feeling. Especially when you look at things realistically and begin to realise that you will not achieve this thing. It's like a crushed dream, an impossible goal. A broken heart... Then, can you imagine if suddenly you stop wanting this thing? Or suddenly you're unsure about it? You would think that's a good thing but it's not because then you feel empty - like there's nothing to yearn for anymore. Life is full of twists and turns and hard lessons. It's frighting when you're approaching your destiny and you realise that it wouldn't be as glamorous as you'd hoped. We can't just allow our emotions to determine the steps we take. We have to think logically too and sometimes that's the part that hurts... It's the heart-breaking truth... BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 7 days
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