I just want to break down and weep - cry my eyes out, create a river of my tears. I've had my emotions strung around like a string of beads, kicked around like a football, thrown on a rollercoaster and ridden up and down. I've never felt such strong feelings for anyone. I've never had such mixed emotions in my 16 years of life. I've never been so confused of how to feel. I've never felt such heartbreak. I've held my breath for so long. Does he love this other girl or does he love me? I've waited to be loved. I've had it. If this doesn't work out, my heart will be permanently scarred. If it does work out... am I to feel happy? Or am I to feel used, second-hand, second best? Am I her replacement, or does he like me for ME? I am better than a second hand store! Comments
#1. No, you are not a SECOND HAND. You are just too kind and nice letting him to treat you as his socks! I am speechless from last night. Pfffff him! Beverly Duckworth #2. Never let anyone make you feel that way. *hugs* Bert Camps #3. I know you are as upset as I am Bev. And thank you so much Bert. Rosa Rosewell #4. woow Rosa you have such a nice friend.- chi chi Beverly Duckworth #5. @ Beverly, lol. :) Rosa Rosewell
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