Whew! What a strange couple of days it has been. I woke up in the middle of the night with a sudden yearning. With the feeling that something was missing from my life. That day, everywhere I went, I noticed the children all around me. And the pregnant women! It's like everyone's having a baby. Even my friend, Steve, will soon be a father and my prince charming's mum is having a baby!
It's like I was surrounded by babies and preggo mamas. I don't know why it was suddenly bothering me and my heart really ached just looking at other people's children. By that time, I still wasn't sure what was bothering me. All I knew was that I was miserable. Then I talked to Steve and he made me realise what was going on. Roy knew right away that something was bothering me. We went on a date near midnight and I wasn't in much of a mood to talk. Then when we got home, I locked myself in the bathroom and called Kristel . I cried and poured my heart out to her. I told her I wanted to get rid of my hormones. I wasn't prepared for all these "nesting feelings" as she called them. Kristel helped me get through it and I was able to return to the bedroom and talk to Roy . Thank goodness my Roy is so understanding. He handled the situation so well. The feeling has not completely gone away but it totally took me by surprise. Ugh! I didn't know that maternal feelings could sneak up on me so soon when I wasn't prepared. No one warned me! Stupid hormones...
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