Between yesterday and today, Roy, Rico and I have been on the road. We travelled from Amsterdam to London, to NY, Nashville and at last we're here in LA. Being on the road gave me a lot of time to think. Rico was asleep for most of the ride. When I got to LA, I paid a visit to the Forever Jazz club, sat at the bar for a while and kept thinking... I got to the hotel and there was so much on my mind. It was late by the time I got back to the suite. Roy was asleep with Rico dozing on his chest. It was so sweet watching my two princes so peaceful. I can't help but think... I got so lucky... I met the love with my life, got married, had a baby. And we ARE happily married. Rico is a good boy. He loves us, we love him. I love the entire family. Kristel and John and the kids. Jonnie and Melissa. Little Roxanne... I have great friends: Angel and Romy are always willing to talk. Then there's Karlee and Shania, Duncan and Gabriel... soon I get to meet Rommie and Danny in person... It's like as close to perfect as like can possibly be. Yet, there's a dark cloud just looming over my lately. My heart cries for my friends who are going through so much sorrow. For my friends who can't seem to find someone, who can't settle down. For my friends who just aren't happy. For those who have become inactive, and have died. I feel like the word is on my shoulders... yet... I feel so lucky to have all that I have. I am happy but... I want everyone to be happy too... Comments
#1. aww...rommie and i can't wait to meet you too sweety. and your a wonderful friend, to care like that. but you should be happy and concentrate on your family that's what's important love. Daniel Jackson #2. Thanks Danny! :) I concentrate on my family most of the time... but when it's quiet, like at night, and everyone's gone to sleep... I remember the sadness. Rosa Rosewell-Barthel #3. stupid limit..lol...but your friends know you love them, and that's all that matters, sadness comes and goes, but love of a friend stays forever..just remind them that. big hugs love your friend Danny Daniel Jackson #4. jinx..lol..didn't finish before you wrote..heehee..and ya, that's the bad part bout night..easier to think of sad things..if that makes sense? Daniel Jackson #5. haha, "stupid limit." And yup, that makes sense. Sad thoughts are like the boogeyman hiding under the bed, waiting to hop out at nighttime. That was a pitiful analogy wasn't it? Rosa Rosewell-Barthel #6. lol...actually seemed fitting..i couldnt' think of an analogy better than that.. Daniel Jackson #7. Cool, I can't think of a better one either. That's why I used that one. haha... but really, it's annoying. Rosa Rosewell-Barthel
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